I'm at the age I really need to think about what I'm doing. Seriously. On yesterday's drive and site seeing with the bunch.. I wondered where am I heading with my life. It's nice to have the carefree attitude, but really now.. it has to end sometime.
Today, I seen the kids that I raced with at one time some time ago... they ran over a dog, and you could see their distraught faces... they didn't know what to do. I'd help them, but I know I would say something rude... I pick animals over humans anytime of the day...
Seeing something like that makes me fly back in times of all the scenerios I lived through. Starting out when I use to get in accidents with my father... we roll down the hill, run into someone else, sometimes he'd drop me by mistake cause of his drinking. Then my turn came around and cause alot of hee haws out there. It's a wonder we have not killed anyone. In the last 26 years of driving and being naughty, I only have one dismissed ticket. hummm... So, I typed a thing about Drunk Driver's View.. it's down in the left corner.. gotta click the picture.. and then it'll ask you if you really want to go to a no-no page... It's just a lot of swearing, nothing perverted. A lot of partying is hella cool, especially you got good party animals with you.. Maybe that's why I liked Derek Miller's music, cuz he kicks ass. Ohh yeahh.. In a way, that's why I had to stop this obsession with him... I just wanna go have fun.. Gotta a little fan in Toronto, if I could we'd go party like hell and have fun at one of his gigs.. It'd be so hella good! But you know that ain't happening in this lifetime. So chill.
I gotta a grandson whom observes my every move and inhales my teaching.. everything he does, looks like a mirror.. I really gotta watch myself. Everyday, I remember he choose to be with us from heaven. He always asks "Where was I?" when we talk about things.. we tell him he was still in heaven waiting to come down. In my mind.. I tell myself.. way to go nerd.. this is your teaching? Phsh!! WTH??
Yah, I really gotta watch myself..
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