My sweetie went to Arizona by himself, and I'm missing him. I hate the feeling. I think I have a serious disorder.. Ok, I have ADHD, diagnosed by me.. now a new disorder.. HELL, I'm just all screwed up.
ahem... not the kind you smoke.
Ahh I forgot what I was gonna blog about. I just know the damn weeds are kicking my behind right now. Seems so much, and I am imminent about hiring someone else tend to it. BUT! I need to unspoil my butt and learn to work like I should. There's so much I should be doing around the house. I have a 'feeling' I am running from here.. I should settle down and occupy my time to HOMEBODY'g this place.. needs a missy touch..
I have been reading my studies like I should. I just started again since I don't remember when, but I need to send in my test and the 'whatnots'.. Since the Disney trip, I didn't want nothing to do with a camera.. I got so burnt out. I actually got sick of it.. OMG what will happen when it becomes my career?? Will I hate it too? Will I run out of ideas and hope for the best? Ah, I say.. get the niche back and dive right back in again. Isn't that what life is all about??
