Of course I had to take pictures of myself. PAH!
Here's a couple of pictures of me.. This year I've had a lot of physical crap happening.. so I gained a lot of weight. All those countless weeks I forgot to take my thyroid meds sure did a number on me. And I'm limited on my feet for now, and I need more iron.. Aagh, this getting old is kickin' my behind! So I imagine I will gain more weight. Unless one day I can find something that will kill the pain and can move around. I hate to say.. drinking was easier for me.. I don't feel any pain, I can move around without any drawbacks.. Heck I can play basketball, run, and all kindsa stuff. Yeah.. I guess I gain weight cuz of that, too. CRAP!
Hubby says "You're not fat." I asked "Then what?" He thinks for a bit and says "Plump?" "Ah huh" I says... Grandson, he don't care.. more cushionee for him.. He doesn't think my weight holds me down. I still chase him around and wrestle with him. Times we practice our 'stuff' and he doesn't think I have issues. He still insist I learn to skateboard like 'the big kids' at the park. Is he nuts? I'm too petrified I'd fall over and break all my bones.. right there at the park.. O gally.. that's too embarrassing! I just slowly roll..
Since I haven't worked on my horses, I gave two of my babies to my brother. Finita and Sassy. I miss them, so does Thunder.. she still whining I can hear her. I feel bad, I do. Another fuel to my moody problem.
OMG! I really need to do something.. Maybe I'm getting too depressed because of all this.. and the drama.. I don't know.
- My Hair is finally growing out. No more running out getting a wacky haircut.
- I am now taking all of my meds, like I should.
- I am gonna do something each day even though I hurt.
- I am staying away from my Pain Meds... I'm beginning to sleep too much.
- Soon, I hope to be able to 'turn the computer OFF' and do something else.
- I might have to see a psycho doctor so he can listen to my problems..
