Back Home Again

Well... seems like always when I get a job, it just doesn't work out. With Grandson being sick, and him not wanting me leave at school.. it's hard. Then, of course, Grandpa wonders why it's so important for me to have a job that I can't stay home and take care of Grandson. It's not that, I have always been the kinda person to earn my own way. Even though my father was handing out thousands of dollars, I didn't ask for any, or did I accept any. My mother got paid mega bucks three times, I didn't ask for any, even while everyone was getting cars and homes.. and money. I didn't go running there.. I know she's getting another payment.. still I didn't put a request in.. I told her to put it in the bank and quit handing out to my loser siblings and their kids.

My mom got her money from all the kids she lost during the mining days. The water and the environment wasn't safe, the children got diseases and died. It's a horrible thing to go through.. she never speaks of it. Why do I sound angry about my siblings and their loser kids?? Because.. none of them work, they're lazy.. and have substance abuse problems... I betcha about $20,000.00 of that or even more went to drugs and alcohol. We even know Grandson's father "KNOWS" where to get good weed... and gives it to Troy.

I tell ya.. Grandson's dad already blew out one of his new cars by racing, and my brother is having trouble with his.. My sis, she is always high. Few days ago, I saw my nephew and neices piled into my mom's brand new truck and heading to Farmington. Where is their cars??? Why are they using mom's??? If I could prove they're just walking all over my mom.. I'd chase them out and tell them to get a life.. I'm not upset with them getting things, I don't mind if they're were working and living decent. But they are like greedy dogs leeching off of my mom. Top it off, they don't even help her..that's what makes me mad.

So, anywhoo.. I'm back home and just keep doing what I've been doing. Hubby did buy (invested into my photography business) new computer and printer.. and a laptop for Troy.