This morning I felt frustrated wondering how am I going to work with Grandson. When the time came to pick him up from school. I kind of cringed at the idea, and really in no mood to hear about what chaos has occurred. I guess my facial expression has already warned the staff members because, they were extra polite and said "He was a good boy today." And they looked for any kind of approval. I was also just simply tired, I have not been taking my meds again, so I look like I was hating.
Grandson himself reassured me he was good all morning. He smile and wink at me, and told me he got his apple again.
Yesterday, I found a letter underneath our door and said we had been disconnected. With everything going wrong, this was just a bit more icing on the cake. The bill was almost close to a thousand dollars, and it said we had not paid since October of 2008. I knew for a fact my husband has been paying for it. And HAVE. We got home late, so the business operation hours have already been closed for the day. I just handed over the "Notice" to hubby and told him to take care of it.
The Gas Companies have merged, the last company has taken the payments along with deposits. I was in no mood to look or even think about it. This morning he did, and took the receipts over.. and he had to stay home for it to be reconnected. Stupid or what?? So, yes I was annoyed.
This afternoon, I took a couple of pictures of Grandson, only because I have not done so in awhile. And, of course since I was being moody and tired. Grandson knows I am not feeling good. He gives me a hug and a kiss and told me I will be all better soon, and everything will be ok. I said "I know."
He kind of looked at me every so often while he practiced his cursive writing. I was reading my book at the dining table. Oh, I was feeling like there's a itch on my back right where my tattoo is.. So I reached as far as my arm would go, I used my other arm to assist.. I felt it, and oh that felt good. Since it was in my tattoo area I was careful. I closed my eyes and reached further, just about choking myself.. All the sudden I hear "Gwam mah? Are you hugging yourself?"
