Love Hate Relationships

I just got off the phone with O Hubby. -I had to laugh- He is doing a tow for someone.. obviously having a Love Hate Relationship with his son.. this has been going on as long as I can remember being part of their 'family'. No, they're not in 'our' family.. Crazy. Sometimes it's the son, the wife, the girlfriend, and et cetra.. This is what I mean by: Rich folks have their own garbage, too.

Love Hate Relationship.. when O Hub and I are acting like grown ups and behaving nicely towards each other.. we got the drama teams playing this LOVE HATE RELATIONSHIP around us.

This type of relationship is so confusing!! Sometimes you just have to laugh at the idiocies.. I get so frustrated and mad, I am close to tearing hubby apart.. There's days, I just rather get a pack of smokes and go for a long drive.. I use to grab a handful of friends and go drinking.. but I haven't done that in a long time, and I don't think I will be going that route again.

Right now, we're just trying to toss our difference aside and go at this new big rush we're expecting.. and right now, all we need is to give each other a lot of love and support and being able to count on each other for anything that'll get in the way. Tomorrow morning, we might be heading to a new life. Hopefully.

Above it all, I do have a Great Husband, I do.. BUT I don't need his trash in my face.. and I won't stand for it.

When I went to Colorado Springs to vent off my frustration I made a new friend for the moment. She was on her way to Denver, she was in the same boat as me. She even left where Hubby and I lived...in the same apartments!! Can you believe that?? In Las Vegas, NV of course.. of all places. I told her.. "You know, all the fukken marriages out there... I betcha all of them have these bullshit problems, every single fuckin one of them.." "Tell me, who in your life do you know have this 'wonderful' marriage?" She stopped her yap and thought about it... "Yeah" I told her.. "Ain't no one, have this 'wonderful fukken' marriage." And "How long before you kiss and make up?" We laugh like wicked bitches.. reality kicked in again. SHit, is all we had to think to ourselves. Woman Up and Git our Funky Ass Home!!