Trip, small trip..

This is back home. Our trees just turned light yellowish green to yellow.

So, we made it to Colorado Springs. Right now, I have no idea what we're waiting for. I made me a cup of coffee and write my journal to kill time. Hubby went to play his Mafia online, he is hooked on it. Since, I opened my big mouth about it.. it's not easy getting him off of there.. My bad.

This morning I planned on coming here earlier so we can check out the town and see things.. but we didn't leave until around 11:00 am. We just seem to be spinning our wheels at home. Then of course, our house sitter.. is a very good friend of ours.. Hubby decided to chat.. and once he starts yapping, it never ends. Thankfully someone else pulled up her drive way, FINALLY we left.

When I go somewhere, I like to get prepared the night before. I just grab my last minute stuff and out the door I go. Simple as that, and I only take the necessities... Hubby on the other hand.. I have been picking up his suits at the cleaners.. make sure his shoes are polished and looking nice.. help with packing.. then he grabs more things.. lays them out.. and gets more things.. I had to roll my eyes and stare at his stuff. This morning, I had to tell him... We are just gonna be gone for a few days... Let's not leave here looking like the Beverly Hill Billies, or the Grinch after he stole all the presents.. AND I THOUGHT LADIES WERE THE ONLY ONE'S THAT GET OUT OF CONTROL WITH PACKING!!! O, then he had to wear this shirt with that pants.. I was like...CRAP!! I said, put on shorts, and a t-shirt.. you are gonna be UNcomfortable in those... change and let's get the hell outta here!!!!

Aii yah YAHHH!!

Last night, at home.. the wind howled.. moments later early in the wee hours.. Hail came.. I took my pain meds to help me go to sleep in peace, the pain became unbearable. For a change, I wanted to just conk out and don't wake up til morning. During my sleep stupor.. I saw lightnings and heard the splatters of hail.. my Rusty, he was scared.. Hubby was talking to him.. My mind relaxed and I went out. I heard myself taking a deep breath, and my dream started to come in..

In my mind, I could see flashes, and it would go away fast as they came and my body just seemed to be in ectasy. I opened my eyes.. and dang it, I forgot Hubby knows me very well.

I'm attracted to wicked lightnings/storms and his passionate lovemaking skills. O, holy moly... I forgot my prudish self and there was no turning back. It's been almost two years since I had any interest in him. Especially his strong hands holding me still, while the other gently, but gently choking me.. at the same time he was biting my shoulders and back... the hair pulling.. OMGosh.. I was totally done for.. and my body wouldn't quit responding to his touches, his kisses.. Every time I opened my eyes, I saw lightnings.. heard the wind howling... the skylights were being beaten by the hails.. it's totally wickedly euphoric experience. Crap! I thought, I lost this battle...

Yeah, so all day today.. O Hubby is treating me extra nice and special. He listens and has he 'smile'. TURD!! I told him I did still love him, no matter what. And that's the truth. He knows, there are days he really gets on my nerves.

Grandson, of all time.. is yapping and asking me things.. He demanded he kisses my eyes and my nose.. something he likes to do.. I am probably not making any sense.

Well, tell ya for one thing.. It's hard to write when you got a demanding child looking for attention and a hubby asking you questions at the same time.

Sometimes, funny but, when I get aggravated.. I ask them "What would you two do without me??"

I'll write later..